Sunday, 10 May 2026

πŸŒ‘ 1. Full Poetry Collection (Edited & Structured) “Feelings I Had to Learn From (2018–2019)”

 



How Long Can I Fight This Feeling?

How long
can I keep fighting
this feeling inside me?

It feels wrong—
not because it is wrong,
but because
you don’t feel the same.

And I know that.

So why do I feel guilt
for something
I haven’t even done?

Feelings—
they don’t ask permission.

But actions do.

And I will not force
what isn’t there.

I will not push
what you don’t want.

This is mine to carry.

Not yours.


The Weight of Feelings

I feel shame—
and yet
I have done nothing wrong.

No lies.
No betrayal.

Just feelings.

And still—
they sit heavy inside me.

You only want friendship.
And I respect that.

So I write instead of speak.
I process instead of act.

Because caring about someone
should never mean
hurting them.

Even if it means
hurting myself a little
to let go.


The Choice Was Already Made

I was torn—
between what I felt
and what was real.

But the truth is simple:

One person felt it.
One person didn’t.

So the choice
was already made.


End of the Road

I walked out of your life
a long time ago.

Later than I should have—
but I did it.

You hurt me
in ways that cut deep.

But now?

You have no control.

No say.
No place.

You are history.


Lessons From Pain

You blamed your past.
Again and again.

But pain
is not permission
to hurt others.

That is a choice.

And I chose
to walk away.


To My Father

You chose your path.
Your drugs.
Your distance.

And left your children
behind.

I spent years
wondering why.

Thinking it was me.

But it wasn’t.

It never was.


Still Standing

I faced emotional abuse.
Years of it.

From someone
who said he loved me.

But love
does not break you.

Love does not control you.

So I left.

And I survived.


The Strength You Gave Me

You tried to break me—
but instead
you made me stronger.

So thank you.

Not for the pain—
but for the lesson.

You showed me
what I will never accept again.


So Unknown Yet Again

There is no perfect life.

No perfect love.

No constant happiness.

But there should never be
constant sadness either.

You cannot force love.

You cannot chase it.

You can only
live,
learn,
and wait.


I Say No More

I know you don’t feel the same.

And that’s okay.

You don’t owe me love.

You never did.

This is mine to understand.

Mine to let go.

Mine to grow from.


I Try Not to Feel This Way

I try—
but feelings don’t disappear
on command.

So I sit with them.

Learn from them.

And slowly—
release them.


How Do I Know?

Questions
with no answers.

Doubts
that echo.

Am I enough?
Was I ever?

Or was I just
another moment
in someone else’s story?


Looking Forward

I’ve known pain.
I’ve known confusion.
I’ve known being used.

But I’m still here.

Still hoping.

Still believing
that somewhere—

there is someone real.

Not perfect.

Just real.


πŸ“˜ 2. Easy Read Version (Simplified & Symbol Style)

Feelings and Letting Go

πŸ’­ I have feelings
❌ But they are not returned

πŸ˜” I feel guilty
❗ Even though I did nothing wrong


πŸ’‘ Feelings are okay
🚫 Forcing someone is not


🀝 You want friendship
✅ I respect that


🧠 I deal with my feelings
✍️ I write instead


πŸ’” I was hurt before
πŸšͺ But I walked away


🌟 Now I am stronger
πŸ’ͺ I learned my worth


πŸ‘¨‍πŸ‘§ My past hurt me
❗ But it was not my fault


🌍 Life is not perfect
❤️ But it should not always hurt


πŸ’¬ Final message:
✔️ You cannot force love
✔️ You can learn to let go
✔️ You deserve respect


πŸ–Ό️ 3. Poster Version

You Cannot Force Love

πŸ’­ Feelings are real
❌ But they are not always returned

πŸ’‘ And that’s okay


🚫 You cannot force love
❤️ You can only respect it


🌱 Growth means:
Letting go
Learning
Healing


πŸ’ͺ Walking away is strength
❤️ Knowing your worth is power


🎀 4. PowerPoint Outline

Slide 1: Title

Feelings, Growth & Letting Go


Slide 2: Feelings

  • Natural
  • Not always shared

Slide 3: Guilt

  • Feeling guilty without action
  • Understanding emotions

Slide 4: Respect

  • Not forcing others
  • Accepting boundaries

Slide 5: Past Pain

  • Emotional hurt
  • Family impact

Slide 6: Realisation

  • Not your fault
  • Learning self-worth

Slide 7: Strength

  • Walking away
  • Healing

Slide 8: Moving Forward

  • Letting go
  • Hope for the future

πŸ“„ 5. Reflection / Activity Sheet

Understanding Feelings

✏️ Have you ever liked someone who didn’t feel the same?
✏️ How did it make you feel?


πŸ’¬ Finish the sentence:

  • “I deserve…”
  • “I will not force…”

🌟 Draw or write:
What does healthy love look like?

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πŸŒ‘ 1. Full Poetry Collection (Edited & Structured) “Feelings I Had to Learn From (2018–2019)”

  How Long Can I Fight This Feeling? How long can I keep fighting this feeling inside me? It feels wrong— not because it is wrong, b...